The void grew,

Darker and stronger;

Sucking in every ounce of her happiness,

Like her own, personal black hole.

The nightmares grew,

Scarier and vivider,

Till she forgot to tell the real from the imagined

And continued to merely exist in this hellhole.

Existing, not living.

Surviving, but barely so.

She desired one last drink From the fountain of Life,

But for her there remained only the last of dregs.

That light at the end of the tunnel?

It was ever elusive, like a shimmery mirage.

No silver lining existed in her dull, cloudless sky.

No sliver of hope shone through from the dense foliage closing in on her.

A hollow shell of her former self,

She still endured.

Why though? One might ask.

She’d manage a barely there smile

And reply,

Sometimes, it takes a while

For a carnage to get cleared.

Sometimes, one needs to take some time

To examine their own wreckage.

Sometimes, you need to stay broken,

Before you start to heal.

So instead of a patchwork of wounds, cuts and bruises,

You can feel whole again.

Sometimes you need to drown in a chasm,

For your lungs to open up.

You gasp, you flail, you think you’re about to die;

But you see, darling, the order of life,

You need to sink, before you can swim.

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12 thoughts on “Abyss

  1. Wow, Varnika, a very dark and deep verse, and I’m sure some readers will be able to relate to, I think we’ve all suffer from own black Abyss at some stage of our lives, and you’ve captured the terrible feelings of despair very aptly.

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    1. Thank you so much, Ivor! You are quite right, all of us are constantly battling our own demons and I sincerely hope my words can provide some hope to atleast some troubled souls. Thank you for appreciating. 😊

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    1. Thank you! I’m so very glad you liked it. I’ll try my best not to disappoint you. Would love it if you could take time out to go through my blog and give some feedback. Thanks a ton! 😊

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