From Ink Onto Blood

Yesterday

I wrote

Thriving in your presence

An ode to love

And today

I write

Sinking in despair

An antidote to your absence

A balm to the pain

A salve to the hurt

An obliteration of memories

Yet you seep into

Every word

Flow out

With every thought

Hijack every feeling

Till I can no longer write

In ink

As my heart

Bleeds dry.

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Matches and Candles

Some people are like matchsticks

Starting up with a dazzling light

Before flashing and burning down to nothing

A simmering pile of soot

A has been of a never was

And some

Are like candles

Slowly burning

With a subdued glow

Spreading warmth

Giving light

Melting themselves

For your sake

Yet, we let the dazzle

Blind us to the warmth

Probably why my heart is dank and cold today

Rather than a well lit, cosy abode

Strike a match again, will you?

And light up the wick?

Betrayal

The shadows of the past

Catch up

When I’m not looking

Darker than ever before

Looming even larger

Scarier than what I remember

More eerily sinister

Whispering sweet-nothings

In hurriedly hushed silences

Ominously hissing closer

Heralding a spell of doom

I feel the walls close in on me

As I’m stuck inside this room

Breathe

Harder

Breathe

Faster

Breathe

Once again

Run

Longer

Fly

Stronger

Against the spokes of time

Put in some distance

Dig a moat

And pull up the drawbridge

Into an island of isolation

Stir not

From therein

And don’t even dare

To venture a glance

Towards your own shadow

30 pieces of silver

Or a sum far less than precious

Is all it’ll take

For your very soul

To sign your own damnation.

Heaven, Hell and Something Else

I looked up

And saw the sky

Shimmering in all its glory

They call it heaven

An abode

Where Gods reside

I looked down

And saw the depths of earth

Fiery and smoldering

This one’s hell

They said

Standing for payback

And eternal damnation

Then I ventured a glance

Towards all that was around me

I saw a myriad things, places and people

And because it still felt dark, empty and hollow

I called it void

Where humanity goes to hide.

Interlude

Like a child

Free of beguile

I’d once given you my heart

With open arms

And a smiling face

You’d played well your part

And now I’m doomed

Marred

And scarred

With no chance of a fresh start

And I wish

Like a child

Free of beguile

I could once more behold the world

For its pulchritude

Is lost on me

And in its multitude

I now reside

A soulless heart

In a nameless wreck

Now I’m just

An interlude.

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A Lot Like Love

A little like a nightmare

A lot like a dream

A long standing hope

Amidst fears it may seem

One in the other

Bonded together

Entangled

And intertwined

A jumbled up smother

A tug

A pull

A snag

A hitch

Followed by

A lurch

A jerk

A jolt

A twitch

And soon you’d be free falling

And yet, somehow, also drowning

Into something

That’s

A lot like love.

Carousel

One more time

On the merry-go-round

Thinking

This time it’d be different

The ride wouldn’t break

The music wouldn’t stop

And the laughter

Wouldn’t fade away

One more go

At the merry-go-round

To relive the magic

That’s been lost

The twinkling lights

Around me blink

And, my love, I will be

Found.

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Pandora’s Box

I found it!

Yes, really

Tucked away

Within a distant memory

That floating sense

Of being in love

And more wonderful still

Of it being returned

Alas

Now reminded

I think I am

Perpetually hounded

By ghosts of what we were

And the shambles

Of what we are

How do I get

The lid back on

So a mantle of obliviousness

I can once again don.

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